This feels so weird. It's like looking back on the person I once was or something. Wow. I have no updated here in forever. I've been on blogspot, LJ and Microsoft word sharing my thoughts with T and J. Wow... where to begin. I said goodbye to T yesterday. It makes me cry to think about it. But I've come so very far. I am learning who I am more. That I am a goody-goody and am ok with that. Not in a superior type of way, I am just not meant to go to bars or drop f-bombs. That's just not who I am. For those who do, more power to you, but for me to do so is not being who I really am. I am fighting ED and winning. We'll see what J has to say on Wed. Oh well. I can always call again to check up or check in. So, that's helpful.

The kids are coming on Monday so the true internship will begin. I hope I do not get chairs thrown at me. Yes, I am serious. God is faithful, no matter what. This is very emotional and I am tired. I'll try to update more often I suppose, though I don't think anyone reads this. Or, anyone who I talk to anymore. Weird, this was a college thing. I only talk to a few people from MVNU anyway. I know more about Boston than I do about Quincy. I love my life actually. Regrets and all, as we talked about not focusing on them. Here's to vegan brownies and open mic nights.